I don't facebook stalk my ex.

Not anymore. Whatever that was, I got over it. Though I still miss dancing with him... I think I just wanted to be a part of someone's life and he just happened to be there.
I had a great day at work. I got to do a more-than-average amount of gushing about how great Walmart is. There's so much complaining sometimes I feel I'm standing on my own. I still haven't heard a single complaint unique to Walmart though, and that's encouraging, in a twisted kind of way. Just... once you start complaining, you'll complain no matter where you are or what's going on. I stopped, and my outlook has improved dramatically. Now I'm held highly accountable for my words too. I complained last week and got a sore throat almost immediately... let me tell you I repented very fast! Still took me three days to get over, and I had to ignore a few silly cold symptoms the devil tried to give me. Praise the Lord for His grace and wisdom.

"Tell me why we're talkin' when we dance so good." -Wakey!Wakey!

I facebook stalk my ex.

Yes, I do. my ex from a couple years ago. I'm not really sure why, because I never talk to him or see him at all. He's had lots of girlfriends (and lovers, he's quite loose) since we broke up and I don't really want to know about them... but he pretty much never posts anything. He's one of those strange people who can completely ignore the world but still get several wall posts a week from their contacts.
I think I just feel left out. I miss shuffling with him, mostly. For a while I still danced by myself but after a while it just made me so sad I gave up. I have a new leash on it now, and I'm back in the game. I figure if I can find an "in" into the shuffle community I'll be able to find a new partner. The first couple days of getting back into it I felt really slow but it's amazing how much speed I've regained. I want to show the shuffle community what I have to offer, in a big way. I cam up with a totally amazing plan and all I have to do is practice and get myself back up to my old speeds, plus a little.
ANYWAY, back to the ex... I feel left out. I know I wasn't ever very important and almost everything was a lie, but... it makes me sad to see how lost he is. I want to help him. I also want to know what's going on in his life. He doesn't have restrictions on his wall so anyone can view it but there isn't much to view besides other people's random posts he always ignores. And he doesn't seem to care what I'm doing. Which, isn't a big deal, seriously it isn't. I don't understand him is what this comes down to.

And I really thought I did.
I thought I understood him perfectly.
"Love" is blind.